So.. and Also

Last thursday I can't join my friends "bukber" -it shorts of "buka bersama", means iftar together-. Most of my classmates join it -it's private for my class- and the most of all is.. my boyfriend is there ! Q_Q
How could my parents forbid me to join them ? That's my last... iftar with my classmates T_T -I'm third grade of junior high school now-

Oh okay, although I can join the another that school held. But I can find my friends, you know how much students on my school ? It's over 1000 people ! = ="
Plus, we the girls are get seperate from other boys... It's pisses me out, because mostly my friends is boy. Alright I know that's religion causes.

My last bukber on school is collapsed, it's not like I expect before. I can't meet my female friends. The worst, I can't enjoy my meal peacefully.. Right, it's because my bad sociality.. T_T


Out of that, now I'm in holidays =7= -yay!-
It's 2 weeks, I can open commission now, but I'm too lazy to do that -moreover, my pentab CD installer is unknown its whereabout- plus there a bunch of tasks from school -and it's math! I'm sick on it orz-.

I've get an influence from yaoi genres... YES, IT'S BECAUSE MY FRIEND !!! Q7Q
She recommend me to read "Junjou Romantica" -if you're fujoshi, you must know it !-. It's just a heaps of short stories so I begin to read "Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi". Then I just realized it's the same author from "Junjou Romantica". You must read it if you aren't yet, they have good stories. Yet it's have a mature content so... take care ;D
I was thinking to watch the anime since they have it, but.. it's too hard for me to watch it -nobody wan't to know it idiot-.
And here is some picture I steal got from Google :D

Yay my fav couple !

Oh, right I have a wish before leaving... wish there is uke x uke couple lol